dear diary..
in the last week...
i have wondered if fantasizing about hurting the dog is considered postpartum depression
fell asleep in line at whole foods and awoke to a man behind me saying "move it or lose it"
sent nick out to buy "the baby whisperer"
ate roughly 1,000 candy hearts
threw a valentines themed bring a dish and come see Ellie pledge class plus date party
got a massage and the knots were back in a record 3 hours
used a baby hat as a breast pad
looked for something that i was holding in my hand
put Elle in her crib for the first time
sent Nick back to work after 10 weeks of paternity leave
wore jeans that have a button and zipper
started shedding
went to vegas for sun and a change of scenery, which allowed me the privilege to nurse and change diapers in some amazing parking lots
overcame my biggest postpartum fear, i may actually have more than one child
oh the boss is calling, at least she is cute, here is a picture for your troubles